Entries from October 2008

October 24, 2008

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Perhaps this is just all silly.

October 20, 2008

The Date III: Boyfriend Approaching.

The pants still stayed on, but we had a great time. That may not seem like I’m saying a lot, but woah is it ever. We’re getting to know each other, which is fun.
We make each other into certifiable dorks. Like not the generic “I heart dorks” T-shirt way, but like the “Oh my god, [...]

October 15, 2008

What is My Biggest Fear?

My biggest fear is dying without fulfilling my full potential. As a human, as a man, as a homosexual person, as a writer, as a performer, as an artist, as a lover, as a friend, as a brother, as a son, as a participating entity in the human experience.
It’s odd. The first time I watched [...]

October 14, 2008

Too Many Transactions!

Dear Luke,
I know you get scared sometimes but don’t let that fuck up the good stuff you’ve got going in your life. Sabatoge is not nice. Go with the flow and don’t jump to conclusions. How will you know if you don’t give it a chance?
Love,
Luke
P.S. Lay off the debit card, you don’t need that [...]

October 13, 2008

Great Date.

I had a date, it was great. It’s causing me to rhyme all of the time. Which is you know, uh, pretty sweet.

October 10, 2008

The Truth.

A lot of the time I feel like I hold everyone, including those I love, at an arm’s length away.  It seems like I spend so much time struggling to feel all the love I can and feel those around me so much closer, yet sabotage it from actually happening.
Part of it is my insecurity, [...]

October 8, 2008

Drunk Post Debate Convo

Friend: I want to hug him and take his pants off and I need to close one eye to see straight.
me: Obama?

Friend: yes

me: nice

Friend: for shizzle

October 2, 2008

If You Care About Me.

October 1, 2008

Sarah Palin Made Me Cry Today.

I don’t understand this woman. I don’t understand the campaign that selected her. It feels like I’m getting personally attacked whenever she speaks.
I hope so much that this doesn’t become the reality.